Im at my wits end!!!!

I just dont know what to do. I need motivation I need something. I bought a book today regarding the GI index hopefully it will be easy to read. I want to lose 23 lbs in 10 weeks. It is just 10% of my current weight. I am not sure how to bring it all together..im not sure what to do. Im a bit depressed. I want to be slender. is that so much to ask? well apparently it is. i remember this time last year i was motivated but now im not! why. i just feel like giving up. i keep thinking when i move when i do this when i do that then i would lose the weight! well it aint happening. well i will start listening to renee again that seemed to keep me motivated. it helped me believe i can do it. ok i will try again.

All is good with the world!

So I found out today that I got approved for a house in my mom's neighborhood! I am so elated! It has been a slow going process from living in the hood to now moving up to a home. I never in a million years did I think we would live in a real home again. After the nightmare in Georgia I never thought that I would ever get back to this life...life in a home! Joe is going to get his settlement and we have a plan. In 6 years we have a plan! Life is wonderful! Now I promised myself that I am going to continue with living the life I want to live and this is the first major step! Next will be to get plan going and then executing the plan!

Well I am going to spend time with my hubby and work on my new plans! I will post how I plan to execute my plans! Stay tuned...